Who drove her into this?
I was working as a health and safety field in a big mall. It was a shopping mall attached with five star hotel and banquet. Used to interact with many kind of people, some used to be frank by nature and some rude and some of them sad with interesting life story. Sonia, a married lady, I met her while having a coffee, our orders got exchanged and that’s how we started to talk each other.
She used to come in shopping mall on daily routine just to have a cup of tea from food court. That’s how we become very good and close friends. She used to look happy but in her eyes there was something hidden of sorrows, pain or secret. I never asked her before until one day while she had her cup of tea, I felt she is out of her mind and having issue to construct on anything, I hold her arm and moved her beside a table. I asked her, “ Sonia what’s wrong with you, you are looking dizzy or having headache?”
Sonia: “no dear, I am sad, I miss my husband, he is lost somewhere, want to listen who I am? What I has been through?”
I just got more suspicious and told her that I am all here for you, and then she included:
"I loved that guy, and planned my most beautiful dreams. He promised me that he would be everything to me, and he would never leave me.
I was counting the days and nights that remained until our wedding date. He wanted me with all my beauty.I could see his eagerness in his eyes.
I could feel his warmth.
I could feel his passionate love towards me.
I have never dreamed anyone but him, and finally we got married on a wonderful day, a bond that no one could break.NO ONE COULD BREAK? OH GOD.
Well finally, we became each other's property, and the dream came true.
What is all this happiness? Nothing can affect this love. Both on the peak of our love, had traveled and been in most memorable days in life, never ever wanted him to leave my hugs, kisses, feelings that I had never experience with any except him, he, who was my prince and I were his princess.
He was my king and were his queen.If he was my heart, I were her breath. How sweet it was
Or
so we thought!
It wasn't long after our marriage that I gave birth to our first child. I become chubby and gained extra weight.
The clouds of dreams began to crumble, and the truth appeared before my eyes.
My husband is spending a lot of time outside the house, and he doesn't miss me the way he used to, he doesn't care about me anymore, he doesn't see me as beautiful as he used to call me. Why?
Where did my husband go?!
I haven't changed, I still love him, and I still miss him.
Didn't we pledge to be together anyway? Why did you stay away from me?
I did not neglect myself, but they were the circumstances of pregnancy and childbirth that changed me, and when I returned to him as I was
He never came back to me as he used to be.
Since I am a person who yearns for a word of love and encouragement, I found someone to meet this need, but, unfortunately, he is not my husband.
Another person felt me and said, “You are the most beautiful person I have met.”
I was afraid of myself and ran to my husband’s arms to take refuge in him from my desires and need for someone to make me feel important and that I am wanted...
I didn't find the courage in me to tell him my fears, and he no longer wanted to communicate with me... He didn't feel me, he was busy with his work, his friends and his life...or it become way of his life?
While I was trying to get close to my husband, the other person was approaching me and wishing for my approval.
He felt my pain, and I found him an available friend. When I needed him, I found him. I got used to him.
He filled every void of my life.
He became the closest person to me.
He became closer than my husband.
He would sit with me and hear my complaints and wipe my tears. But he was not satisfied with friendship.
He wanted to get closer.
I refused.
My conscience did not allow me to cheat on my husband.
I refused, so he repeated the attempts.
He kept insisting, and I resisted with all my strength.
I'm no longer trying to get my husband back, I'm satisfied with this man who wants me completely, and I also want him, so I accepted his will and became his alone and gave him everything he wanted. He made me feel my presence at the time.
The one who got busy with his life and ignored me seems happy in his way of life. If love is everything, then it includes your desires...feelings...Touching each other….Talking to each other.
"Well, I am happy as if it was my fate."
I was silent, I had no words, I become blank, because Sonia were not crying but it seems by her eyes that she is in pain. Her heart seems crumbled.
I comforted her wit sweet words and changed her mood, tried myself to be a funny so she ignore all that sadness.
Who dragged her into this desirous relationship? Her husband? Or it was her weakness? I know our society could not accept it, but why would we accept her husband's act? Ignoring her because of her body changed, but what about her heart which still love him.
Oh, yes, he is a man, no one should raise their voice against him. So, let us produce more women like her by behaving like her husband so. Stay strong men, with dignity.
I left that job and become busy with life, rarely I used to chat or call her. One day I went with my wife to the park and saw her with a man and a kid, I was happy seeing her again after long time. I invited them to have a meal with us but I think they were in hurry and after short period of interaction they left. But I was curious, is that man her husband or someone else?
While questions raised inside me I just pick my phone and texted her: “can I talk to you?”
Sonia: “yes I will call you after an hour, hubby slept and getting my kid for bed”
One hour was like a year, I was eagerly waiting her call to know about puzzles inside my mind.
When she Called me I was about to ask her many questions but she said:
“Dear, I know what are you thinking, why you texted me, he was my husband, my life. I know I betrayed him and I do regret, it was days when we both mistaken each other, but one day he came to me and embarrassed me with love, he has been sorry for ignoring me and leaving me behind. We are really enjoying our life now and thanks to you, you were there for me when I needed to share my sadness,”
It was our last interaction and she shared a lots of things with me on call. How sweet she are, I really don’t know who drove her into that in past, but I know one thing, she is blessed now and love drove her into this happiness. If we erase love or ignore our beloved ones that can take us away from all of our
dreams. Affection need care, and care comes with love, if body or look does matter, than there wouldn’t be love relation in this world.
EVERY GUY ARE HANDSOME
AND
EVERY GIRL ARE BEAUTIFULL
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